Author: Sophie Jordan

Mr. Mulvaney wadded up the flyer and threw it at his son. It bounced off Reece’s chest. “You talk to me before you make a decision like this, you little fuck!”

Reece’s hands clenched into fists at his sides, but otherwise he made no move. Logan entered the room, his steps slowing as he took in the scene.

“Logan mentioned you’re looking into expanding.” Logan’s eyes widened and he looked toward Reece apologetically. “How you gonna do that, huh, college boy? I’m not giving you the money.”

“I’m not asking you for money.” Bright color flushed beneath Reece’s skin. “I’ve tripled profits at this bar in the last two years. If that doesn’t convince you that I can—”

“You think you’re better than me, you bastard! Think you can do better with this place than I did—”

“No, Dad.” Reece’s voice sounded suddenly weary. I wanted to rise and go to him, touch him, but I stayed put, knowing that I would only attract attention to myself, and Reece wouldn’t want that while he was having it out with his father. It was all so unpleasant . . . so ugly. It reminded me of everything I was running from. Everything I had vowed to leave behind.

“That’s right. Just remember that. You don’t know shit. I’m not dead yet. I’m still here.” Mr. Mulvaney beat his chest with one knotted hand. “This is my place.” His barrel chest fell and rose with exerted breaths. Seemingly satisfied that he’d had his say, he glanced back at Logan. “I’m done. C’mon.” He rolled past Logan down the ramp.

Logan approached his brother, rubbing the back of his neck. “Look, I’m sorry—”

“It’s okay. Go on. He’ll be yelling for you.”

Nodding, Logan followed after his dad.

Slowly, Reece turned. He moved toward me, but instead of reclaiming his seat he remained standing, his fingers lightly brushing the table, his gaze avoiding mine. “I’ve got to get back to work.” His voice was carefully neutral.

“Reece, I’m—”

His eyes snapped to my face. “What? You’re what? Sorry?”

Yeah. I was sorry for him. And I understood. I knew what it felt like when someone you loved betrayed you and stomped all over your heart.

I shook my head. “Why do you blame yourself?” I nodded to where his dad had been moments ago.

“Because if I had been home it wouldn’t have ever happened.”

“It was an accident. You shouldn’t spend your life paying for it.”

He snorted. “There’s no such thing as an accident, is there? Really? We all make choices. Everything that happens is a result of those choices.” His gaze flicked over me coldly. “Just like you made your choice. You’re going to be with this Hunter guy. I’m just a distraction until the real thing comes along for you.”

His words flayed me. He made it sound so ugly. Like I was using him. I guessed technically I was, but I’d always been up front with him, and he had wanted to do this, too. I thought we were enjoying each other. At least that’s what I told myself. Besides, he was the one who initiated things that night he pulled me upstairs after him.

“No,” I whispered, but I wasn’t sure what I was denying exactly. That Hunter was the end goal for me? He still was. He had to be. I’d spent the last seven years believing in that.

It just felt wrong to label Reece a distraction. He was more than that to me. What, precisely, I didn’t know. But definitely more.

The weary look came over him. He waved a hand toward the exit. “Why don’t you just go? You really don’t know about any of this. You don’t know me.”

I sucked in a breath and resisted pointing out that I thought I was starting to know him. From the first moment I met him, when he pulled over and announced that he didn’t feel right leaving me alone on the side of the road, I’d had a good understanding of him. But I didn’t point that out to him. Because obviously he didn’t want me to know him. It was in every tense line of his lean body and the hard set to his jaw.

“Okay,” I murmured. “Good-bye.” I pushed up from the table, leaving the half-eaten food behind. Skirting him, I fled the bar, convinced that this time I wouldn’t be back. This time he’d asked me to leave. He wanted me gone. It didn’t matter what I wanted.

Chapter       23

 Hopping back      into the car, I handed Hunter his soda and bag of chips as I settled in against      the plush leather seat of his BMW. Definitely a luxurious way to travel home.      More comfortable than my Corolla. Plus, I didn’t have to drive all by      myself.

 “Bugles?” I questioned, shaking my head with a      smile as he ripped into the bag. “Never took you for a Bugles kind of guy.”

 He grinned. “Don’t knock it till you’ve tried      it.”

 “Oh, I have. I think I was seven when I last ate      them.” When I lived with my mom we’d subsisted on a steady diet of vending      machine fare.

 “Well, then you know the wonder that is the tiny      Bugle.” He held aloft one tiny bugle-shaped chip as if it were the Holy Grail.      “Go on. Try just one.”

 “I’m fine. Really.”

 “If you can resist, then surely you’ve never tasted      one.”

 Giggling, I reached inside the bag, grabbed a few,      and threw them into my mouth. Chewing the salty, cheese-powder-coated chips, I      said, “There. Satisfied? I tasted and can still resist.”

 “You’re simply not human.”

 Shaking my head again, I unscrewed the cap on my      water bottle and took a sip, washing away the taste of Bugles from my mouth.

 “Bet you didn’t know I liked jerky, too.”

 “No way. You? Wow. But they don’t serve that at the      country club,” I mocked.

 “I haven’t been to the country club since I don’t      know when. Not really my scene anymore, you know?”

 No, I didn’t. I might have known Hunter all my      life, but I didn’t really know what he did with his free time. Aside from      studying to get into med school and devoting the last two years of his life to a      demanding girlfriend.

 He looked both ways and pulled back out onto the      two-lane highway, leaving the gas station behind. We were soon gliding along the      curving road past gorgeous fall foliage. Soon the trees would be shrouded in      white, but right now they were a stunning blend of gold, red, and yellow.

 We’d been driving two hours but it didn’t feel like      it. It was fun and easy being with him. We went from regaling each other with      childhood stories of Lila to discussing our classes and what we hoped to do with      ourselves after college. Hunter was excited when I told him I was considering      med school with my psychology degree. If I was going to help people with their      problems, having a degree in medicine might make that easier.

 My phone buzzed from inside my bag. I dug around in      it on the floorboard, expecting another text from Em moaning about having to      spend the day shopping with her father’s new girlfriend, who was only five years      older than herself.

 Only it wasn’t from Em.

Reece: I’m sorry

 My thumb locked, poised over my phone. I hadn’t      expected to hear from him again. Or even see him. Not unless I just bumped into      him on the streets in a freak coincidence. But now he was here, reaching out to      me, pulling me back in.

Me: It’s ok

 Reece: I was a jerk. I shouldn’t have told      you to go. I wanted you to stay

 A smile played on my mouth.

Me: Understandable. Your dad just came down      on you

 Reece: Well. Could have let you finish your      food at least

 Me: You saved me from the stroke that was      sure 2 follow that meal

 Reece: Wimp

 Me: I don’t run a half marathon every morning      like you

 Reece: But you’ll run with me

 I paused again, thinking. He was asking if we were      going to see each other again. Inhaling, I typed.

Me: I thought we had seen the last of each      other?

 Reece: Do you want to see the last of      me?

 “Everything okay?”

 I jerked at Hunter’s question, startled. I had      forgotten I was in the car with him. Forgotten he was even here. “Oh. Sorry.      Didn’t mean to be rude.” I typed off a quick reply.

Me: Gotta go. TTYS

 Exhaling, I forced a bright smile and returned my      attention to Hunter, focusing on him and refusing to touch my phone again.

 Thanksgiving with Gram brought back a flood of memories. I was hugged so      much and smiled so much my cheeks ached. All the residents of Chesterfield      Retirement Village were family to me. The place was home, even if      unorthodox.

 At eight o’clock Thanksgiving night, still stuffed      from turkey, dressing, mashed potatoes, yams, and all the other goodies      associated with the holiday, I borrowed Mrs. Lansky’s car from next door since      she hardly used it anymore and headed over to Lila’s house.

 I didn’t even have a chance to push the doorbell      before the door was yanked open and Lila locked me in a suffocating embrace with      a happy squeal.

 Pulling back, she sized me up, assessing me from      head to toe. “Damn, you look good! You highlighted your hair. I love it!”

 She pulled me into the impressive foyer with its      vaulted ceiling. Linking arms with me, she led me into the kitchen, whispering      into my ear even though no one was around to overhear. “Whatever you’re doing      with Hunter, it’s working. He hasn’t stopped asking me when you’re getting      here.”

 “Really,” I murmured, heat washing up my neck.

 “Uh-huh. He’s waiting in the kitchen.”

 Voices carried from that room, and I knew what I      would find before I entered—Lila’s parents and grandparents intent over a      Monopoly board. Hunter stood at the island, bent over a slice of pumpkin pie as      he watched the proceedings.

 Everyone exclaimed when they saw me. Hunter      straightened, his lips curving in that blinding smile of his as all the      Montgomerys surrounded me and took turns lavishing me with hugs. After peppering      me with questions about school and my grandmother and forcing me to accept a      slice of pie, they returned to their game, and Lila, Hunter, and I headed      upstairs for the game room to watch a movie.