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Land Cruiser, I figured I'd missed him. When I got into my car and pulled out onto the main road, though, I spotted him. He was on foot, walking down the center of the median, his backpack over one shoulder, earphones on.
It wasn't until I was right up to him that it occurred to me this might be a mistake. But you get only so many do-overs in this life, so many chances to, if not change your past, alter your future. So I slowed down and lowered my window.
"Hey," I called out, but he didn't hear me. "Owen!" Still no response. I moved my hand to the center of my steering wheel and pushed down, hard, on the horn. Finally, he turned his head.
"Hey," he said as someone behind me beeped angrily before whizzing past. "What's up?"
"What happened to your car?" I asked him.
He stopped walking, then reached up, pulling the earphone out of his left ear. "Transportation issues," he said.
This is it, I told myself. Say something. Anything. Just spit it out.
"Story of my life," I told him, then reached over, pushing open my passenger door. "Get in."
Chapter Eight
The first thing that Owen did when he got in my car was bump his head on what I hadn't realized—until that particular moment anyway—was a pretty low ceiling. "Oof," he said, reaching up to rub his forehead just as one of his knees whacked the dashboard. "Man. This is a small car."
"Is it?" I said. "I've never really noticed, and I'm five-eight."
"Is that tall?"
"I used to think so," I said, glancing at him.
"Well, I'm six-four," he replied, trying to push his seat, which was already back as far as it would go, even farther away from the dashboard. Then he moved his arm, trying to balance it on the window, but it was too big, so he changed position, crossing it over his chest, before finally letting it drop to hang beside him. "So I guess it's all relative."
"You okay?" I asked.
"Fine," he said, altogether unbothered, as if this sort of thing happened all the time. "Thanks for the ride, by the way."
"No problem," I said. "Just tell me where you're going."
"Home." He moved his arm again, still trying to fit into the seat. "Just keep straight. You don't have to turn for a while."
We rode without talking for a few minutes. I knew this was the time to say what was on my mind, to explain myself. I took in a breath, bracing myself.
"How do you stand it?" he said.
I blinked. "I'm sorry?"
"I mean," he said, "it's just so silent. Empty."
"What is?"
"This," he said, gesturing around the car. "Driving in silence. With no music."
"Well," I said slowly, "to be honest, I didn't realize we were, actually."
He sat back, his head bumping the headrest. "See for me, it's immediate. Silence is so freaking loud."
This seemed either deep or deeply oxymoronic. I wasn't sure which. "Well," I said, "my CDs are in the console in the center if you—"
But he was already pulling it open and taking out a stack of CDs. As he began to work his way through them, I glanced over, suddenly nervous.
"Those aren't really my favorites," I said. "They're just the ones I have in here right now."
"Huh," he said, not looking up. I turned back to the road, hearing the cases clacking as he flipped through them. "Drake Peyton, Drake Peyton… so you're into that frat-boy hippie rock stuff?"
"I guess," I said. This was bad, I thought. "I saw him live summer before last."
"Huh," he said again. "More Drake Peyton… and Alamance. That's alt-country, right?"
"Yeah."
"Interesting," he said. "Because I wouldn't have pegged you for… Tiny? This is his most current album, right?"
"I got it over the summer," I said, slowing for a red light.
"Then it is." He shook his head. "You know, I have to admit, I'm surprised. I never would have pegged you for a Tiny fan. Or any rap, for that matter."
"Why not?"
He shrugged. "I don't know. Bad assumption, I guess. Who made you this one?"
I glanced at the disc he was holding, immediately recognizing the slanting print. "My sister Kirsten."
"She's into classic rock," he said.
"Since high school," I said. "She had a Jimmy Page poster on her wall for years."
"Ah." He scanned the track list. "She has good taste, though. I mean, there's Led Zeppelin here, but at least it's not 'Stairway to Heaven.' In fact," he said, sounding impressed, "'Thank You' is my favorite Led Zeppelin song."
"Really?"
"Really. It's got that kind of cheesy, power-ballad feel. Kind of ironic, yet truthful. Can I put it on?"
"Sure," I said. "Thanks for asking."
"You gotta ask," he said, reaching forward and sliding the CD into my stereo. "Only a real asshole takes liberties with someone else's car stereo. That's serious."
The player clicked a couple of times, and then I heard music, faintly. Owen reached forward for the volume button, then glanced at me. When I nodded, he turned it up. Hearing the opening chords, I had a pang of missing Kirsten, who, during her rebellion-filled senior year, had developed a passion for seventies-era guitar rock, which, at its height, had her listening to Pink Floyd's Dark Side of the Moon on repeat for what seemed like weeks at a time.