Jag squeezed her good hand, but it was Tighe who offered words of comfort.

"Hang in, Olivia. It shouldn't take too much longer. You'll be good as new in a few more minutes."

"I...know." Goddess, but it hurt! When she could breathe again, her gaze went to Jag, driving so stoic and silent. Had he been hurt? Had more happened than she'd realized?

Or was he worrying about taking her home? To be honest, she hadn't expected him to take her back to Feral House at all now that he knew her secret.

She looked back at Tighe, Delaney unconscious on his lap. "Are the four of you Ferals all right?"

He nodded, his eyes grave. "As far as I can tell. We fell into some kind of sensory-deprivation trap with a Daemon or two waiting. We couldn't see them, but damn, we could feel their claws."

"Venom?"

"We're all still feeling the effects, which is why we're heading back to Feral House instead of rallying the forces. We need radiance. I've already called Lyon."

Olivia glanced at Jag, but he didn't look her way. He'd said virtually nothing since they set out, and she hated that she couldn't read him, that she didn't know what was going on in his head.

Another wave of pain hit her hand, shallow and weak compared to the others, and she knew from experience it would be the last. Slowly, she straightened her arm and held out her new hand, identical to the one she'd lost. As it should be. On an exhausted sigh, she tipped her head back and closed her eyes, feeling the grief pressing in. In defense, she struggled to find the anger instead and pulled it tight around her.

"What the hell?" Ewan's voice sounded groggily in the back of the vehicle.

Olivia turned, watching as Tighe pulled a wicked blade. "How are you doing, Ewan?"

the tiger shifter asked calmly.

"What happened?"

"What do you remember?" Tighe's voice remained soft and even.

"Shit. Why am I tied?"

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"That wasn't the question."

Ewan levered himself into a sitting position despite his bonds, his gaze finding hers and holding fast. In his eyes, she saw confusion, but no enthrallment.

"He's fine," she told Tighe.

Understanding lit Ewan's eyes. "I got tackled by the Mage, didn't I? Enthralled."

"Afraid so," Tighe replied.

"What happened to the Daemon?"

"He got away. Ewan..." Olivia hesitated. "Niall..." The words caught in her throat, and she fought to hold on to the anger. "The Daemon got to him. I couldn't stop him."

Ewan's brows drew down, his mouth tightening. "What are you saying?"

"He's dead."

Ewan stared at her. "No. No!"

He whirled to face the back, and she turned front. There was nothing more she could do.Dammit. Dammit. The fury turned and twisted inside her, cocooning the emotions she couldn't deal with until they were nothing but a hard mass deep in the pit of her stomach.

They continued on, the country roads quickly giving way to the congestion of heavily populated Fairfax County. Delaney woke as they pulled into the long drive of Feral House, her mind once more clear.

Jag parked the Hummer, and Olivia climbed out, went around the vehicle, and released Ewan from the back. His gaze met hers, his eyes dark with pain, his cheeks damp as she'd feared they might be. Niall and Ewan had been as close as brothers for centuries. Seeing his devastation tore something loose inside her. She clamped her teeth together hard and climbed into the back with him as she pulled her knife and released him from his bonds.

As the big man swiped at his cheeks, hiding the telltale weakness, she crawled back out before he could touch her, or in any way try to share his grief with her. She didn't want it. Didn't need it.

Goddess, she couldn't deal with his, too. She had enough of her own.

Jag waited for her outside the vehicle, his brows low, his face hard.

Hawke and Kougar pulled up behind them in a black Yukon and got out. Each looked the worse for wear, but both were healing, their movements almost normal. Niall's corpse had been loaded into the back of Hawke's vehicle and would have to remain there until tonight, when they would perform the ancient rites, sending the body back to the earth from which it sprang.

Her mind shied from the thought of Niall consumed by that mystic fire, but Jag stole her attention when his hand gripped her arm, pulling her aside as the others passed.

His grip pinched. "Don't feed when any of the women are around, including Pink."

"All right." His words made her feel dangerous. Unclean. Like a predator he feared would turn on his friends.

And, goddess, wasn't that exactly what she was? She'd never turn on them intentionally, but she was, absolutely, dangerous.

Jag steered her after the others, and they followed them up the stairs and into the grand foyer of Feral House.

Lyon and Kara waited for them, Lyon in a gold silk shirt, his sleeves rolled up, and Kara in trim black slacks and a neat peach-colored sweater, her blond hair in a ponytail, her feet bare. Both watched them enter with eyes filled with concern.

"Wulfe and Vhyper are preparing the circle out back," Lyon said. "We're going to start with radiance and take it from there if we need to. I want my warriors healed and whole before we plan our next attack."

Two abreast, they walked through the wide hallways, into the huge dining room, and out the back door. The trees were beginning to sprout leaves, but the spring canopy was still thin, allowing rain to filter through with relative ease. Fortunately, they'd left the hurricane behind miles back, and the bulk of the natural weather front had moved through.

Lyon led them to a clearing in the back of the mansion. Even before they drew close, Olivia could feel the mystic energies. A feral circle, she'd heard it called, though as a mere Therian she'd never experienced one.

Kara stepped into the middle of the circle, and the Ferals gathered around her. Kara might be taller than Olivia, but the men still dwarfed her. Yet, to a man, they treated her with a respect and affection Olivia suspected they reserved for very few. Even Jag left his usual attitude behind when he stepped into that circle.

Lyon stood before his mate, holding out his hands. As Kara slipped hers into the cradle of his much larger ones, the others moved in close. Tighe stood directly behind her, his palm against her neck. Hawke took his place on one side, his hand on her arm, Jag on the other in the same way. Wulfe, Vhyper, and Kougar knelt at her feet, their hands on an ankle or calf.

"Ready?" Kara asked.

Lyon nodded once, his gaze gentle on his mate. "Do it, little Radiant."

In an instant, Kara lit up as if she'd swallowed the sun, her skin glowing. Radiant. And Olivia was slammed with a force of pure, perfect energy. Like an alcoholic with an open bottle thrust before her nose, she craved with a violence that scared her.

"She's beautiful, isn't she?" Delaney murmured beside her. "I never get tired of watching her do this."

Olivia nodded, desperately fighting the pull of the energy, terrified that if she gave in and fed, she wouldn't stop. She wouldn't be able to stop. For minute after minute, the energy battered her senses, the hunger clawing to be fed.

Kara's light finally went out and that terrible hunger abated.

Goddess.

Olivia's knees nearly collapsed beneath her.

The men rose and stepped back, lifting arms and shrugging shoulders, loosening and assessing muscles like warriors preparing for battle.

Lyon crossed his arms over his chest and watched them closely, waiting. "Do we need another round?"

"I'm good," Tighe said.

Hawke nodded. "As am I."

"Kougar?" Lyon watched the cold-eyed Feral most closely.

"The fog is cleared, Roar. The radiance has completely counteracted the venom."

"Good."

Tighe walked toward the two women, his gaze all for his wife. His big hands cupped Delaney's face, his eyes filled with a depth of emotion Olivia could hardly fathom.

"Are you okay?" Tighe asked his mate softly.

"I'm fine," Delaney replied, her voice rich with love as her hands rose to cover Tighe's.

Envy twisted around Olivia's heart, squeezing that already-bruised-and-battered organ. Niall had loved her in his way. Or he thought he had. Yet he'd never truly known her.

The hard cocoon in her gut twisted, tightening every muscle in her neck and shoulders, filling her head with a tension that had her feeling like she'd explode at any moment.

Anger ate at her. Envy. Fury. She hated her life, hated what she was, hated that the only man who had ever understood her wasn't happy unless he was making her miserable. Hated that her heart wanted too much more from him. So much that he wasn't able, or willing, to give.

When Tighe dipped his head to kiss his mate tenderly, Olivia whirled and stalked off toward the house, the anger eating at the insides of her flesh until she clamored for a battle. Any kind of battle.

And suddenly Jag was at her side.

"Where are you going?"

She didn't answer. She didn't have a damned answer. This wasn't her house.

Jag's hand gripped her upper arm, pulling her to a stop.

Her anger erupted and she whirled on him, whipping out a knife. "Remove your hand or you're going to be the one regrowing a limb."

She saw her own fury mirrored in his eyes, his brows drawing down and hard. But he didn't remove his hand. "Do your worst, Sugar, but not here." He took off for the back door, dragging her along behind him.

Chapter Seventeen

Jag hauled Olivia through the house and up the first flight of stairs, pushing her through the door of his room. She was spitting mad, itching for a fight, and he was in a mood to give it to her.

She stared around the room, clearly unimpressed, and it ticked him off.

"What did you expect, the Taj Mahal?" he sneered. Though goddess knew the room was as barren as his soul.

He looked around, seeing it through her eyes. A large bed sat in the middle of the room, little more than a mattress and springs below a solid, unadorned white wall. No curtains hung at the windows, no mementoes sat on the dresser. No paintings on the wall. How many times had their previous Radiant, Beatrice, tried to put up paintings of jaguars and jungles? Exactly as many times as he'd torn them down.

Other than the fact that there were sheets on the bed - plain white - the room could have been unoccupied.

He happened to like it like this.

Olivia whirled on him so fast he took a fist to the nose before he realized what she had in mind.

He laughed, but the sound was ugly. Anger ate him alive, a mass of emotion he only knew two ways to get rid of - a good old-fashioned fight. Or sex.

He had a feeling he was about to get both.

Snagging Olivia around the waist, he lifted her and tossed her on the bed, then yanked off his shirt, intending to follow her down, but her eyes flashed with fury, and he could see she'd had enough of being his slave. The storm inside her contained not an ounce of fear. No, if he had to guess, she was transferring grief. For Niall. Which pissed the hell out of him.

"He wasn't good enough for you." He dove on top of her, careful to brace himself with his arms.

She slammed her knee between his thighs, but he clamped them together, barely keeping her from un-manning him, trapping her leg between his.

"He was a hell of a lot better man than you'll ever be."

A fist clenched inside him, driving his anger. "He was a pansy-assed wuss who let you walk all over him."

With a furious growl, she head-butted him, catching him in the damn nose again. He reared back, and she slipped out from under him and launched herself at him, stronger than any female had a right to be, especially one who barely reached his shoulder.

His male instincts told him to be careful with her. His breaking ribs told him she could handle whatever he dished out.

He tackled her down. "Did you have feelings for him?"

She punched him in the jaw. "Of course I had feelings for him! I'd known him for more than three hundred years. You wouldn't know feelings if they bit you in the ass!"

They fought, her throwing punches, him blocking most of them. The bed creaked and swayed beneath them.

"Did you love him?"

"You know the answer to that. As a friend, yes, but you know I didn't return the feelings he had for me." Her elbow slammed into his solar plexus. "But so help me, if you think I shouldn't care that he's dead..." Her heel drove hard into his knee. "If you think I can just forget the sight of that monster stripping his face away one strip of flesh at a time..." Her voice cracked. "So help me, Jag, I'm going to beat your cold ass to hell and back."

The bed collapsed beneath them with a crash. He rolled onto his feet, but Olivia followed, spinning and slamming her heel into his knee again, splintering his kneecap.

With a roar, he collapsed onto his other knee just as the door burst open wide.

Tighe and Wulfe pushed inside, then halted in the doorway, staring at the wreckage of the bed, him on his knees, blood running down his face and his fire demon of a partner standing over him about to drive her elbow into his skull.

Jag grinned. Goddess, but he loved a strong woman. He wiped the blood from his mouth and gave Tighe a jaunty salute.

Olivia whirled on the pair in the doorway, her eyes blazing with unholy fire. "Unless you want to join the fight, get the hell out of here."

Tighe lifted his hands in quick surrender. "I'm gone."

Wulfe, the bastard, grinned. "Don't kill him."

The respite had given his knee a chance to heal. As Wulfe pulled the door closed behind him, Jag shot to his feet, ready for another round. He loved a good fight, and this one had gotten his blood pumping, and at the same time given him an outlet for the awful tension that had been riding him ever since that goat fuck of a battle.