“Wait.” I grunted. “Go slow.” I then pulled her legs up slightly and spread them a little wider. “Sit back a little.” I instructed her and she gingerly moved back so that her pu**y was directly above my face. “I need you to relax.” I whispered as I grabbed her ass and placed it directly on my face. I could feel her body trembling as I licked her pussy, but soon my mind was no longer on just her trembling as she took me in her mouth again, this time even deeper than before. I licked her cl*tquickly and sucked on it hard, before sticking my tongue inside of her. She tasted so good and I couldn’t get enough of her. It seemed as if she felt the same way because she sucked on my c**k as if it were her favorite food. I knew as soon as she was going to come because her pu**y lips started trembling against my tongue. She orgasmed hard and fast on my face and I licked her up eagerly. It was while I was sucking on her cl*tthat I came. I tried to pull her up but she kept sucking my c**k as I came in her mouth. She moved her lips up and down even faster as she sucked on the tip of my c**k and swallowed every last drop of come. I felt completely exhausted as we both finished coming and we both collapsed. I pulled her back up to me and we kissed gently.

“Did you enjoy it?” I asked her softly, running my hands through her hair.

“That was amazing.” She grinned and ran her hands to my penis. “It was absolutely amazing.”

“Yes, it was.” I held her in my arms and played with her br**sts and kissed the top of her head. She placed her head in my chest and we just lay there silently. I knew the minute she fell asleep because her breathing changed. I held her in my arms and tried not to think of why this was wrong. I tried not to think about everything that was going to be different now. What we’d just done had crossed the boundaries of our friendship completely. I knew that as sure as I knew the sky was blue. It was even more than what had happened the previous night. My making her come had been huge, but this, this was completely different. She’d sucked my c**k and she’d swallowed my come. She had taken all of me and given herself to me freely. We hadn’t had sex yet, but this was just as intimate. I wasn’t sure how she was going to act in the morning. What if she felt different about me and our friendship? What if she resented me? I knew that Clementine wasn’t the sort of girl to just suck a guys cock. I was scared that she would think that something had changed between us. I was scared that she would demand more. I wasn’t ready to give her more. I couldn’t give her more. I wasn’t that guy. I’d never be that guy. I didn’t do love. Or relationships. I didn’t want to. I didn’t want to be hurt. I thought back to my mother. Seeing her had been so surreal. At one point, I had actually thought, maybe, just maybe, things would be okay. Maybe she’d have a really good excuse or reason for leaving me behind. Maybe she’d be sober now. Maybe she wanted to make it all up to me. But I’d been wrong. My dreams and hopes were for nothing. All she cared about was money and alcohol. I was nothing to her. Absolutely nothing. I knew that if my own mother couldn’t love me, her flesh and blood, her son, then love didn’t exist. I wasn’t going to make that mistake. I just hoped that Clementine wasn’t hoping for a miracle to happen. Because I wasn’t about to make it come true.

***

I woke up early the next morning with my hand on Clementine’s breast. This wasn’t the first time we’d slept in the same bed and my hand had made it to her breast. However, this was the first time her breast had been na**d and I kept it there. I moved closer to her and she settled back into me. My c**k was nestled next to her butt and I could feel my morning hardness pushing against her. I kissed her neck softly and ran my fingers down her br**sts to her stomach and then her pussy, slowly letting my fingers touch her. I groaned as I realized she was wet. Even in her sleep, Clementine wanted me. I groaned again and lifted her leg up. I didn’t know what I was doing, but I knew I needed to feel her. I pushed my c**k between her legs and rubbed it up and down her pussy. It felt like heaven and torture at the same time. I was so close to f**king her, yet I knew I couldn’t. If we’d already been lovers, I would have entered her already. I would have woken her up with an orgasm. However, there was no way in hell, I was going to let her first time, be her waking up to me inside of her. That wasn’t cool. I’d have to make sure she was cool with morning sex before I ever did it.

I grabbed my c**k and rubbed it directly against her clit. I could feel her body moving slowly against mine as she slowly awakened.

“Morning.” She whispered.

“Morning.” I kissed her neck and continued rubbing her.

“What a great way to wake up.” She moaned and squeezed her legs together. “I’ve never woken up feeling like I’m about to come before.”

“I’m glad to hear that.” I laughed, and then groaned as she reached down and moved my c**k closer to her pu**y opening. “What are you doing?”

“I want to feel you inside of me.” She moaned. “I need to feel you.”

“No, Clementine.” I groaned as the tip of my c**k sat in her pu**y entrance. With one smooth stroke I’d be inside of her.

“Please,” she groaned and shifted slightly. The tip of my c**k moved inside of her and we both groaned.

“Clementine.” I muttered, but didn’t move. “I don’t want to do this here.”

“Why not?” She moaned and shifted again. She grabbed my hand and brought it to the front of her pussy. “Feel how wet I am for you.”

“I know.” I rubbed her cl*tand groaned as my fingers became soaked.

“Rhett, please.” She sighed and pushed back against me. “Ooh.” She cried out as my c**k went further inside of her. I groaned and pulled her back towards me and slowly pushed my c**k further inside of her. Her pu**y felt wet and tight against my throbbing c**k and I could feel her hymen. I paused for one second and then pulled my c**k out of her quickly. “No.” She cried out and turned towards me. “Why?” Her eyes were full of desire and she was breathing heavily.

“I didn’t have a condom on.” I kissed her. “And I told you, not at the hotel. I don’t care what you say.”

She pouted at me and I growled and pulled her out of bed. “Get your clothes on now and we’re going.”

“What?” She looked dazed as she stood there watching me get dressed. “What’s going on?”

“We’re going to my place.” I grinned.

“Oh?” A smile hit her face and she pulled her clothes on quickly.

“Yes, and I’m going to make love to you all morning.” I winked at her. We both got dressed in record time and ran to my car. I drove quickly and all I could think about was how fantastic her pu**y had felt when my c**k had been inside of her. I knew that technically there was no way she was still a virgin, well, maybe she was. I hadn’t popped her cherry as yet, but the fact that my c**k had been inside of her kinda negated that fact, I felt. However, I knew that I wanted her official first time to be in my bed at my house. I wanted that for her and for me. We reached my house in record time and I started pulling my clothes off as soon as we hit the front door. I grabbed her around the waist and I carried her to the bedroom, both of us giggling.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” I asked her while pulling her shirt off.

“Yes.” She nodded eagerly and I grinned at her before pushing her down onto the bed. My fingers were pleased to find that she was still wet and I quickly grabbed my wallet and pulled out some condoms.

“I’m going to try and make it so it doesn’t hurt, okay.” I pulled the condom on my hard c**k and got on top of her.

“I don’t mind.” Her eyes glittered and she reached up and pulled me down. “I just want to feel you inside of me.”

“Aww, fuck, Clementine.” I groaned at her words. “You’re going to make me come before I even enter you.”

“Then what are you waiting for?” She whispered against my lips and I kissed her hard, while slowly lowering myself on top of her. I reached down and spread her legs and entered her slowly. It felt different being inside of her with the condom on, not as sensitive and not as primal. I knew that I was going to have to get her onto the pill as soon as possible. I wanted to f**k her with no rubber on. I wanted to feel every drip of cum on my skin. I watched her eyes widening as I entered her slowly. When I reached the hymen, I pushed through quickly. She gasped out loud and I paused and she shook her head.

“Don’t stop.” She moaned and I started moving my c**k again slowly. I didn’t want to hurt her, but I did want her to enjoy it. I knew that many women didn’t come from missionary and I didn’t want her first experience to lack an orgasm, so I f**ked her for a few minutes in missionary and then I pulled her up and turned her around quickly. I entered her from behind with more force and then reached around and rubbed her cl*tas I moved against her. She cried out as I increased the pace of my c**k entering her and I grinned as I felt her pu**y lips tightening on my c**k and her body trembling in an orgasm. I closed my eyes and grabbed her h*ps and pounded her quickly for a few seconds and then felt myself coming hard and fast into the condom. I pulled out of her and placed the condom on my night table before pulling her into my arms and kissing her. I stared into her eyes and she looked dazed and in bliss.

“That was wonderful.” She gasped. “I never wanted it to stop.”

“It was amazing.” I kissed her and nodded in agreement. I’d never had sex where I’d cared so much about making sure the other person orgasmed. In fact, I’d never had sex where my body had felt like that before. “I want you to go on the pill.” I whispered as I cuddled her. “I want to make love to you without a condom.”

She looked at me with wide eyes and I could see that she had a question.

“Only if that’s okay with you.” I whispered into her ear, but I could see that something was still on her mind. “What is it, Clementine?”

“Is that something you do with a lot of girls?” She bit her lower lip and looked away.

“Never.” I shook my head. “I’ve never entered another girl without a condom on, not even if they told me they were on the pill.” I told her honestly. “I’ve never even considered it.”

“Oh.” She blushed and I saw a small smile on her face.

“This is because of you. This is special.” I kissed her shoulder, my heart thumping and my stomach curdling. I was starting to feel uneasy about my emotions. I felt like I was coming under some sort of spell and I didn’t like it.

“I want to feel you inside of me again.” She whispered and I smiled.

“Soon, it’ll take me some time to recover.” I grinned at her. “I’m not superman.”

“I want to feel it without the condom.” She whispered at me and I froze.

“What do you mean?”

“I just want you to enter me, just so I know how it feels without the condom.”

“I don’t know.” I sighed hesitantly. There was nothing I wanted more.

“Please, Rhett.”

“Fine.” I groaned and ran my hands to my c**k and rubbed it until it got semi-hard. “I’m not going to f**k you.”

“I know.” She smiled at me and I kissed her again. When my c**k was a bit harder, I entered her slowly. She wasn’t as wet this time, so I ran my fingers over her ni**les and along her cl*tagain. She was wet again within seconds and I groaned as I felt her juices covering my cock. “Oh, it feels so good.” She moaned and started moving her body.

“Clementine.” I closed my eyes and moved my c**k in and out of her slowly. I knew I was playing with fire, but I couldn’t resist.

“Ssh.” She grinded her h*ps back against me and I held on to them and started moving back and forth with more urgency. By this time, I was extremely hard and both of us knew that this wasn’t a simple, let me feel it inside of me maneuver. I was f**king her and she was loving it. My hands reached up and squeezed her br**sts and then I pushed her down flat on her stomach and lay on her back and f**ked her slowly. She moaned and moved underneath me and then I pulled out and stopped.

“Oh,” She moaned and rolled over.

“I can’t f**k you without a condom, Clementine. I don’t want to get you pregnant.”

Her eyes widened at my words and she nodded. I sighed and pulled her towards me. I knew how easy it was to forget about protection when in the heat of the moment. I felt guilty for getting carried away so quickly. I grabbed another condom and pulled it on and then entered her again. This time, there was nothing slow and soft about my movements. I f**ked her hard and fast so that she was screaming out my name. We both came at the same time this time, and I grinned as her eyes rolled in her head as she scratched my back and started breathing heavily. Sex with Clementine was wonderful. Better than I could have ever imagined. A part of me was glad that we’d gone to this step in our relationship. I was fine with being best friends and having sex. As long as we stopped here, everything would be absolutely perfect.

Chapter Eleven

"So how are we going to do this?" I asked her awkwardly as I drove to Nanna's house.

"Do what?" She grinned at me. "I'm not sure I'm ready for car sex."

"Very funny." I rolled my eyes though the thought of car sex was very appealing. "I mean what are we going to tell your parents?"

"What are you talking about?" She looked confused.

"About us..." I gave her a quick look as my stomach dropped. I could feel sweat building up on my forehead.